1st of all..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MURPHY!!!! (:

i wished him this morning. :D see.. im such a good Mei.! :D
sorry,, will get you a belated present. :D
God Bless!! now you are OLD!! hah! 15 alr.
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ok now back to my story. : /

You could say that i woke up feelin freakin STRESSED UP!

since ytd. Finnished Choir at 6 plus? went reached home bout 6.45.
actually i was let off early coz i had tuition. so yeah. bathed, ate and then had tution at
7.45.! till about 9. 15? WAS FREAKIN TIRED!!
we STOOD 3 HRS SINGING IN HEELS AND A GOWN [asraf in a suit]
then. feet hurt aft that. Had Audition. Cher wasnt In a good mood.
I ended off.. feelin real stressed coz of allthe Over dued HW! FREAK!
TEACHER JUST GAVE ME THE HOLS HW YTD AND EXPECTS ME TO FINNISH IT BY TODAY! YAH! I HAVE TUTION! HOW?? so today, i rushed to sch.. FEELING freaking STRESSED. cried abit though. Couldnt take it anymore. it was pushing me off the cliff!
moodless in the morning. then assembly.. guessed right.. i didnt study for common test. SO WhAT?! i just couldnt care anymore! Wish there was no such thing as SYF! Effing hell man!
i bet Cher thinks so too! Without SYF, LIFE would be easier for us AND Cher.
Dont you agree?? i know i do. but then again.. its discipline. and esp the stress comming from sch. AND VP / P. sigh~ its scary when you think about the future. i wish i didnt. and just go along with what God wants me to do. it would be soo much easier . I really need god now. I feel Lost again. and sometimes, Talking to my friends about my problems just isnt enough.
sometimes it doesnt help that much either. at times they have their own probs, you just dont wana say anything coz you know their not gona listen. and so you have GOD.. hes' there 24/7.

i wonder How Jesus Handled stress. havent you? i mean During the passion. He knows whats' gona happen to him. and he doesnt want to dissapoint God. AND us. and GOD is REAL powerfull. so i can imagine. sigh~ but in the end, He pulled through. sigh~ i wish God could give me the same kind of courage Jesus had.

so yeah. hung out at the LIb with Angela today.. Jo and Steph had Band.
Did my EL hol Hw. then i saw DANIAL!!! i was like WTH?? i've known him since last year.
and i only saw him in person today! supprised that he recognise me.. LOL..

Buhh-Byee!!

Happy Happy Happy Birthday!
Murphy!!