i wonder if you know im still thinkin bout you ..
i know, i sound pathetic, but we've gone thru' so much.
and losing a friend like you, well lets just say im not a fan of losing friends.
idk why i put up with our nonsense and pointless arguments everynow and then ,
where i tell my bestfriends and friends and they go " what?! again?? " or " oh you guys ok alr uh? " or " doesnt supprise me".

honestly, i still think bout you everynow and then.. and everytime i see you walkin pass me
its like a knife stabbing my heart.
feels as if i was never there or ever friends with you.
theres something im missing here.
idk but hey, you seem happier than when we were friends.
maybe you meeting me was a huge mistake yeah?
since i walked in its as if you have countless problems.
what can i do?
i cant be selfish, if you want me to let go, you gotta give me time..

ughh. eff it.