1st week of sch sucks. you can say that coz im like crying now. for duno what damn reason.
im so stressed. express subjects are insane. some are ok. the rest is .. i dun wanna talk about it.
double maths is my problem. i dun get half of what the teacher is saying. what if i fail in future and not be successful as my other friends? the feel sucks. the week sucks. and i bet the whole if 09 will suck as well. i really wanna do well, but it just doesnt make sense. this whole week is packed! came home today. tired. slept for 4 hrs. had tution. dad wanted to teach amaths and emaths. but i asked if i could have a break today and do it tmr. he says he doesnt have time tmr. and sunday, my mum wants to hold and early birthday party for me at my grandma's hse.
right now i just couldnt care about anything else. the only thing on my mind is school, amaths, emaths. nothing else. i cant even tell myself who i like or not. somthing i never in my life felt before. actual stress from school and nothing else. normally, sch has always been a good place that i enjoy going to. right now, i duno what to think. i duno right from wrong. and i know i should just forget everything else and just take it easy. asraf says emaths is important if i wanna go to 411. totally made me feel worse. but i know its only the fact. and i had to be informed early so i can prepare. thanks asraf btw. and glashryl. for ur advise. nights.

eunice.

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