Hey all.

Y'know, as always,
just when all things get better, Something has to happen to tare me down again.
WHY?!
Life is shit. thats what i can say. sigh~
i really dont wanna think this way.
had a choir Meeting aft sch.
OBVIOUSLY. most of us[i think] broke down.
i know i did.
since last night, this morning and aftnoon.
every minute, i just REALLY HAVE to visit the choir blog.
Waiting for our conductor/instructor to tag, or post.
It turned me down to see him write his name on the tag,
that means that hes' treating us as his friends and not his choir.
[Long story- dont wanna elaborate]
Syraffeh and i gave a Hug. it Felt comforting, but we both agreed that it wasnt assuring.
the situation keeps Playing in my head. I really dont know what to think.
I feel like crying again. ):
I rmb when our past conductors, MrL and Ms J left, for valid reasons. MrL, i actually didnt feel anything :X
MsJ, i felt sad, but not to this extent.
MrQ, its Diff, Like what Jialing said, our choir developed some special bond towards him.
i know we may have our Differences. But looks at our Choir today. Its More than we ever expect it to be. Only because he has Faith in us. even when we felt that there was no hope, he still had 101% faith in us. that really touched me. I feel soo Proud to have him as our conductor.
And i feel proud to Be his Student.

seriously speaking, I developed a Love for choir. i look forward to every choir session.
I find a Love so great in choir. to ppl that i never actually talked to before, Im talking to now,
to those I love soo much, eg: SUPER SOPS (: the bond grew greater. aft that camp, the bond was amazingly HUGE. and im glad to have gone for the camp. even though i didnt get much sleep.
now we're Bonding So much it cant be explained. and i never thought i'd see this in YCKSC.
Until MrQ came in. I think he is the Best thing that has ever happened to us.
i kinda think that this song that emily Constance sent me explains the way we feel towards MrQ.



sigh~i hope this says it all. Until Next post.

Buhh-Byee .

Till you opened the door;
Theres so much more;
Never seen it before.
I was trying to Fly But i couldnt find wings,
Then, You came along and you changed everything .