Hey .

its wed. and i just got news that Malay Dance got ....

GOLD WITH HONORS!! (:

well done!
thats the good news..
Bad news is,
thats More pressure on me.
and the choir. its real stressing when everyone expects the best of you.
esp VP. i dont think that they have faith in us to get gold.
and so.. im starting to lack confidence. (sigh)
I've never felt so scared about anything in my life!
esp Mid years. comming, and i dont seem to give much of a shit to it.
Glash, your sch did great! and always know that you guys did your best.
so keep that smile on your face coz you dont have to worry bout SYF anymore .
its over! done! ok. thats it!

Pressure is seriously rising on my side.
I've been having many headaches. and neck pains not to mension, muscle cramps.
i just wanna SCREAM right now!!
I can persist on! i know i can! but why do i feel like giving up halfway?
i really wanna cry at this moment. .
next your going to see. DRAMA! GOLD!
sigh) there goes another pile of pressure .
my shoulders are aching from the load that im carrying. mentally. and litterally.
ok just finnished my 5 mins of meditation.
im kinda calm now. i guess.
better than b4 thats what i can say.
dont know whats gona happen.
Full of questions. not answered.
and thanks aziq for bein there. (:

buhh-bye .

Pressured. Stressed. Confused.
I WANNA SCREAM!