Im sorry.

i know i've hurt you. and so much more.
But you really REALLY dont understand why i did what i did.
you never understood. Trust me, i know how you feel.
I've been thru it before.
and i know what your thinking..
you're prolly thinking " if you know how it feels then why are you doing it? "
right?
well, its coz, when it happened to me, yes it may be painful, but i got over it.
and now, things will slowy go back to the way the were.
i dont want to do so many nice stuff, giving you the impression that i like you or anything.
i dont wanna give you any false hope of the probability of us getting tgt.
coz i dont feel the way you feel for me.
and maybe im just scared to face you coz of it.
hate me all you want. coz i think its best, so you'd let me go.
its not that i dont wanna be friends.
its just, at the moment, not time.
remember when i wanted some space?
it was to help me get over stuff.
but you didnt give me enough space to breathe.
idk. but thats how i feel.
and i dont want you to be sorry bout anything.
coz im the one hurting you here.
i shld be sorry.

not to be mean or anything.
but you shld really do yourself a favour and give up on me..
it would make things so much easier for yourself and me :)