hello ppl.
ok to start with, today is XIU QUAN'S BIRTHDAY! SOO...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY XIUQUAN!! LOVE YA BRO!

ok lets get on .today isnt what i expected. bassically alot happened since ytd. oh gosh. ok i dun wanna bring it up. its suckish and any bad word i can think of. today, amaths was alright. emaths.. ughh!! more hw. ahh. its always like that.so yea. the rest of the day was long but not too long. ytd was obviously stupid. and yea. long story. like i said just now. he totally made me feel as though i didnt belong to the choir. he made me feel as if i didnt care about the choir. i had to choose between seeing my relatives from aus and going for practise. suckish feeling coz im confused. i mean come on! as if im not confused enough. so today. in the end, with the help of my dad, stayed for choir . so wow. this would probably be the what? 4th year i wont get to see them? yea. i know. SYF is more important. commited to choir. DUH! teachers will give me the same damn ans laa! so then he text me today again, thanking me for making the sacrifice and comming to choir today,thinking that i can still see them tonight or tmr aft sch. OH PLEASE! obviously u didnt read my msg properly. they are leaving tmr. how in the world are they suppose to entertain their guests? they gotta pack right? now i wont get to see them till god knows when. hope all the tears and sacrifices are worth it. SYF period is always like this. suckish time. never a happy time. its scold, learn, practise, shut up, listen, learn, scold, scold and scold summore.
so anyways. i hope i get judith's and josh's contact details so i can still talk to them. i heard from my dad that their doing really well in aus. if only during the holidays we get to stay over with them, to spend some time over at aus. would be my 1st time. (:i can only pray. coz i know god and jesus will always be here. not forgetting my besties and gd friends.oh! and my FAVE seniors: asraf and shirlyn. thanks guys for being there these 2 days. your shoulders were verry comforting. (: Love you all so much!

love,
eunice .

trying to move on like you said,
hey, look. another guy.
arnt you happy?