its kind of like the 5th or 4th day of our break up.... although i haf to say... i miss him loads...
but i gotta start tryin' to let him go... if not my heart will always be broken.. but like i said b4.. it will take time.. i haf to find the peices of my heart and put them back together... i think aft this relationship... im not sure if i wanna get another 1 any time soon.... this has been the BEST relationship evr!! but it HURTS the WORST... :( so aniways... looks like hakim and aishah's boat haf been sailing smoothly... i hope it stays that way... i hope they last reli long together.... well since i there is like no way he will evr look my way again... i might as well be happy for him rite?? i mean that would be the best thing to do.... plus... i rmb wad rule i always folow... its : when you love someone, you have to think of them before yourself...

well... this staement has helped me alot and since i love him so much.. im thinking abt him before myself.. and so i gotta let him be happy.. and if he is happy, im happy... guys... this is goin to be hard... coz i havent actually let him go yet....and so i reli need the help of all my gan kors/diis/jies/meiis and BESTIES!!! wow... this is a big step... im not sure if im ready to take it yet.... :( well.. all those good memories... gone... gone out the door, and i'll never see him animore... sigh~~ i reli wanna write another poem.... hmm.. i gotta start thinking.. oh well... im goin to get my results this tuesday!! i hope i do well!! *worried face* hahaz..
I LOVE YOU GUYS!!

oh... which reminds me... today i saw this reli reli EXTREAMLY CUTE, NOT TO MENSION HOTT guy at church today.. glash said she swore it looks exactly like shawn... and too our supprise, it was!!!! OMG!!! aft mass, i saw eleanor and we kept looking at him... coz we couldnt tell if he was shawn or not... dhen aft he left in a taxi, shawn msged eleanor saying " heyy, why did u guys stare at me and never say hi?" lolx... who knew!!?!??!!! he was: HOT,CUTE, has AMAZING FEATURES, a sexy back, amazing brown eyes, dark brown hair [curled]... omg... he was juz soooo handsome...BUT!!

even so, i still miss *ahem* alot... :( but i was glad that i saw shawn today!! :) omGG!! SHAWN REMINDS ME OF NICK JONAS!!!!! HE IS MY FUTURE HUSBAND!! :p

aniways.. gotta go now!!
LOVE EVERY1!!!
-EuNiCe-