hey guys... its 1st of october!! 1st of all.. SELAMAT HARI RAYA!!! and 2ndly: HAPPY CHILDREN'S DAY!!

last nite had i nice chat with glahsryl and eleanor... then had another conference with Daniel ben, Lukman and SOTONG!! so aniways.. was ok until at some point.. i think that he's angry at me.. hmm... well i can say friends change fast.. missed the old lukman though... (feelings gettting hurt almost everyday) sigh~~ not reli in a cheerful state today.. hmm.. all my malay friends are probably out visiting... well cant argue with that.. HAPPY VISITING GUYS!!

so aniways.. i dunnoe.. i feel so empty with Sk8Ter boY.. :( could i probably be in love??? or is it just a crush?? ughh... this feeling reli sucks.. i dun even noe if ND still has feelings for me.. and SOTONG just could NOT stop talking about HER[my gd friend] ... daniel got sick of hearing his stories.. :D seems i enjoy talking to daniel more than luk or SOTONG.. he was much nicer thats 1 thing.. hmm.. omgg.. i reli FREAKING MISS Sk8Ter boY!!! :( we reli havent been talking.. and i havent seen him in a LONG time... ok maybe 2 weeks.. but its still LONG ok...

so im not sure if tonight is gonna have ani Conferences with my Besties or my Friends.. :(but stephanie might probably noe how to make me feel better.. :) im not sure if glashryl can rite now.. hmm
kinda worried for her.. :( she is CURRENTLY in EMO state... well.. i guess all i can do now is to let her noe that i'll be here for here no matter what... man.. i feel so ... UGHH!! i dunnoe wad to say.. sometimes.. i just reli kennot talk to ani1.. i reli need GOD rite now.. :( his supporting strong arms... and his LOVE so Abiding...sigh~~
( i wanna cry ...)

here and out,

eunice .
Nate
SPIDER- eunice :(