last nites conversation with you was reli nice.. although aft what u said, i've been thinking...if what you said wasnt accurate coz you're confused... why did u even tell me or my cousin that??
its the same as leading me on... you wouldnt know how i might've felt that time... my dream continued last night... i dreamt you broke my heart...then tried to fix it.. i wouldnt wanna talk about the dream now.. im probably gna talk to my bestfriend about it later.. last night.. when u left... without a good-bye...i was thinking.. maybe it is true... "ALL GOOD THINGS MUST COME TO AN END..." then i asked myself...why was i so stupid to tell you how i felt about you? right now.. i wished that i didnt.. then i wouldnt make ur life difficult for you.. make you confuse..
get you caught in the middle...then you'd be happy with her.. and we'd still be friends... i wished that i didnt have that beautiful dream in the 1st place... and here i am thinking that u actually meant everything you said.. but who knew...it was just leading me on... and nomatter how hurt i maybe when i make this decision.. i know that it probably would be the best for all 3 ppl... you me and her... and so...i've decided to let you go...it reli does hurt me saying that.. but i've got no choice.. i dont want you to be caught in the middle and be confuse... i dont want you making the wrong choices and then regretting it... i dont want her to get hurt coz of me... and.. i dont want to get myself hurt... so i guess WE can never be together.. but i'll find some way...i just need time..just like my last heart-break...so..i hope u read this post...

*glashryl,ele && sera ... i reali need you guys right now...*

love,
eunice .