EUNICE16th AUG 08
Saturday, 16 August 2008
still emo/depressed and heartBROKEN....
hey.
lets see.. today..
woke up at about 9 plus plus? was abit giddy, layed in bed for abt another 15 mins..
went down to haf breakfast.... started sneezing.. then a headache.. told my mum about it,
she gave me cold relief tablet.. took 1 and went up to rest.. went to wash my hands then i couldnt stop caughing.. felt like vommiting.. went to practise my piano till i couldnt take it animore.. so i set some music...
dad came up to check if i was ok.. but i said i wasnt... my dad asked why i didnt haf lunch ytd.. i told him i just didnt feel like eating.. he said did some1 make u angry or sad? i said.. yes.. he didnt ask who it was or wad the situation was.. then said.. yea.. its always like that.. ur emotional feelings fill you up...then he asked me if i wanted to go for piano.. i said no.. coz i reli giddy.. he said ok.. then he went down..
frm then, i started crying.. coz the thought of wad happened ytd came to me.. ok actually i didnt leave me at all.. it was all i was thinking about.. HE was all i was thinking about too..i went to my bed, lay down then i rested.. till about 11.30...went to the toilet to wash my face, came out.. was raining heavily.. i reseted the music.. hearing to the song [your call - secondhand serenade] aka[ the song HE sent me by sms ] it brought back so many memories...
i cried myself to slp again.. then didnt wake up till about 12.45.. i sat up and couldnt get out of bed.. so i sat on my bed...teared abit listening to the song [too little too late - jojo] missing HIM LOADS.. then i layed down and sleeped till now..which is [1.25] so now im sitting on my comp, listening to music, emoing/depressing and thinking...well thats all i guess..
wasnt really a good saturday...a veri veri veri BLUE saturday you can say..dunnoe wad else is gonna happen.. well.. till anithing else happens..
im just gonna watch tv...
here and out,
emo/depressed/heartBROKEN
eunice.