aww man!!! why is that everytime somthing happy happens.. somthing sad gotta come my way juz aft im happy?? then my whole life is problem again.. right now, i dunnoe wad i shld feel...i dun even noe wad to feel or wad im feeling rite now...
im not im happyb ut im sad... im angry but bored, im worried but scared... dhen theres mid year exams.. and relationships and other ppl's problems, and project goin to be due... n homeworks.... argh!!! i cant take it!!!!..sigh~~ this is so sad...

god why must this happen to ele?? did se do anithing wrong?? she has been a gr8 fren... was there for us when we needed her... why god?? WHY??!!?!!! i noe all this happens for a reason.. but i juz think its too fast... she didnt get the chance... its... too fast god.. :'(

pls god help ele n her family to stay strong during this time... she needs u most rite now.... keep them faithful to u n trust ur works... n pls take good care of them... i plead u god...i dun want ele to do anithing stupid.... she has a pen knife... n if she starts hurting herself, i dunnoe wad i would think....


[i noe u guys might think what is this gurl doing?? ... but heyy i reli need to talk to god rite now.. i need to release my feelings sumwhere...]

i hope god answers my prayers..
WE LOVE U ELE!!!! STAY STRONG!! MISS YOU!!